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 There's a state of mind, a "mental frequency" if you will that I end up in on a fairly regular basis. I'm in it right now. When I'm in this state of mind, I feel like I can perceive everything at a heightened level. Everything appears clearer than usual. Everything makes more sense. It feels like my emotions are dormant and my perception is totally uninhibited. It's a strange feeling, but a good feeling. I feel high. My creativity is enhanced, I can make more connections between things, and I feel extremely alive. My anxiety transmutes into excitement. Whenever I tap into this "frequency" I get this very strong feeling that life is not what it appears. I get a feeling that there's so much more to reality than most people know. It's actually more than just a feeling, it's something I see. It also feels like I'm able to fully utilize my intellect, my cognitive abilities are at their peak.  I've experienced this several times and I...

Introduction - A little bit about me

Hello. My name is Brent David Nestberg. I currently reside in Taylors, South Carolina (very close to Tigerville though). I'm about six foot one inches, one hundred and sixty pounds. I am the youngest in my family which has six people. I am 20 years old and haven't moved out of the house yet (will be doing that at some point after I turn 21). I am enrolled in college at North Greenville University. The major I'm pursuing is psychology, though it's possible I'll switch at some point. I've been at NGU a little longer than one semester. I mostly enjoy it. I'm not exactly sure how to describe myself. I suppose I'll start with my personality. I am usually very introverted. I really don't like conflict (or rarely do). I sometimes have high energy while other times I'm somewhat melancholic. Sometimes I'm passionate, other times I'm apathetic. I'm not particularly social (generally speaking). I'm mentally slow sometimes; people have said t...