Brent Nestberg's Blog

 There's a state of mind, a "mental frequency" if you will that I end up in on a fairly regular basis. I'm in it right now. When I'm in this state of mind, I feel like I can perceive everything at a heightened level. Everything appears clearer than usual. Everything makes more sense. It feels like my emotions are dormant and my perception is totally uninhibited. It's a strange feeling, but a good feeling. I feel high. My creativity is enhanced, I can make more connections between things, and I feel extremely alive. My anxiety transmutes into excitement. Whenever I tap into this "frequency" I get this very strong feeling that life is not what it appears. I get a feeling that there's so much more to reality than most people know. It's actually more than just a feeling, it's something I see. It also feels like I'm able to fully utilize my intellect, my cognitive abilities are at their peak.  I've experienced this several times and I...

Hello. My name is Brent David Nestberg. I currently reside in Taylors, South Carolina (very close to Tigerville though). I'm about six foot one inches, one hundred and sixty pounds. I am the youngest in my family which has six people. I am 20 years old and haven't moved out of the house yet (will be doing that at some point after I turn 21). I am enrolled in college at North Greenville University. The major I'm pursuing is psychology, though it's possible I'll switch at some point. I've been at NGU a little longer than one semester. I mostly enjoy it. I'm not exactly sure how to describe myself. I suppose I'll start with my personality. I am usually very introverted. I really don't like conflict (or rarely do). I sometimes have high energy while other times I'm somewhat melancholic. Sometimes I'm passionate, other times I'm apathetic. I'm not particularly social (generally speaking). I'm mentally slow sometimes; people have said t...